Wasting Time

My favourite pastime as of late seems to be wasting time. When I reflect on my life, I see a lot of time wasted. I guess that makes me the cup half empty girl. But seriously, I spend most my time napping or getting high. I want to, no I need to, be more productive with my time. This blog post is a cry of help to myself that I need to simply do better.

I have my productive moments like when I am volunteering at the local cat adoption or art store. I have even more fleeting moments of productivity on my own when I am producing an art piece or writing. But these moments are far and few in between. I want to be more productive on a regular basis.

I need to start setting goals for my day and in general. One goal I have been neglecting is to get my driver’s license and start saving up for a car. I decided as of yesterday that I have put this on the back burner long enough and am going to make an action plan on how I can achieve this.

I have also been neglecting my fitness goals like to be in the gym several times a week. I have decided this week to enroll at a gym and start to make an effort to go there and work out regularly. I would like to be down to my goal weight sooner than later. I also have a feeling if I work out regularly, some of these depression symptoms will fade.

I have wasted enough time being idle. I need to take the reigns to my life back. I need to stop saying, “Oh, I’ll do that tomorrow” and say “No, I’ll fucking do that today!”

One response to “Wasting Time”

  1. It’s good that you recognize what it is that you need to do. That’s a great first step! Keep writing about it. It helps! Stay strong! ❤

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